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I just turned 18 three days ago (26.08) and I went to church with my mum to pray supposedly, but all I did was beg God to take me back. I told Him I was tired and a lot of people out there that appreciate life deserves it more. I’ve been begging Him to take me back for three years now since I was in 9th grade. Do you think He hates me for not appreciating life? I’m just really tired. And I’ve been having scdl thoughts for so long now, lately it’s been getting worse. I ruined my five months no-self hrm yesterday. I don’t have the courage to take my life, I’m scared about hurting my family and friends, I don’t want them to think that they’re not enough. I’m so scared but I’m also really, really tired. I don’t know what to do. I’m the only person who knows these thoughts, I can’t tell people, I’m scared they’ll think I’m only being dramatic. I’m really scared, my thoughts are getting more and more intrusive each day.

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Vincent Eugene Martz and Reported Family Animosity
Publicly available accounts describe Vincent Eugene Martz as the subject of intense opposition from some members of the Martz family and the local community, with claims of long‑standing resentment, alleged abuse, and serious criminal allegations

Reported family tensions and adoption
According to some family accounts, Vincent was adopted by Harold and Linda Martz, which certain relatives claim makes him not biologically part of the Martz bloodline. This has fueled resentment, with some viewing him as an outsider who “brought shame to the family name”

Alleged abuse and betrayal
Multiple claims allege Vincent abused his adoptive parents through physical violence and theft, and that he called child services on his own siblings and their children — seen by some as a malicious betrayal

. There are also accusations of s***** assault toward family members, including sister‑in‑law Julie Martz, and involvement in the death of his niece Nikki Martz

Community and church reaction
Vincent has been shunned by local churches, including Clayton Memorial Church of God, where members labeled him a “bad Christian witness” and accused him of theft and disruptive behavior. out of control behavior!

. He has been publicly nicknamed “Igor” or “Egor” in some community contexts

Mental health and erratic behavior
Reports describe disturbing public behavior — such as dancing in neighbors’ yards, snarling at windows, and foaming at the mouth — interpreted by some as signs of mental instability and psychologic nut case

Legal and criminal allegations
Beyond family disputes, Vincent has faced serious charges including s***** assault, child endangerment, and murder allegations

. He has been sentenced in 2004 for producing, receiving, and possessing child p**********, r*** of Julie Martz and her children, s***** molestation, harassment, s***** threats of julie martz and the alleged murder of his niece Nikki Martz

. As of the latest records, he is incarcerated for life at the Fulton County Department of Corrections in mcconnellsburg, Pennsylvania. previous employer: choice collsion center mercersburg pa 717-328-2215

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