I’m in love with a guy who lives on the other side of the country. He just got out of a three year relationship but I feel bad for hating the girl. I’ve never had a full conversation with her but I hate her because he loves her and because she doesn’t deserve him. She’s hurt him so much and I’ve always been there for him when she was just too much. I just want him to wake up one day and see me. I want him to look at me the way he looks at her even still. Our mutual friends think it’s funny and often try to make jokes with him around, asking him if he would ever have feelings for me just to try and make me embarrassed. He still doesn’t know. I don’t know what I would do if he found out. He’s my best friend. I don’t want to lose our friendship over something so ridiculous.
