I am so bored. I want to play organ in a majestuous cathedral with stained glass and statues. I want to read, I bought several books I am eager to read but I can’t since I am not in the mood. I want to go to Paris, go go go to PAAAAAAAAAAARIIIIIIIIIIIISS. If one of you says that Paris is boring even though he has never been there, I’ll curse him. Dear Lord, I am so bored. I used to have a lot of fun until this week, but now I just feel empty, I need to go outttt. In two days, I’ll go to my aunt’s, we’ll have a religious celebration and I can’t wait to see my family, to laugh with my cousins and play video games with them. Last week, I saw a dear friend of mine, we talked a lot about the world. I missed her so much. We’re pretty different but that doesn’t prevent us from caring a lot about each other. I want to learn latin oh dear God, but I am already focused on Russian, such a lovely language and Russian literature is such a blessing. French, German and English literature are my favourite too. Don’t you think life is too short? I wish I was a whale, a pretty whale. Humanity is great. I want to study music again, I will in a few years.
I swear, my books are waiting for me but my mind is too messy now, I still have to wait to read them. I watched Crimson peak this week, the film looks beautiful, a marvel, but the sink scene was disturbing. Hopefully I had the time to close my eyes before seeing the rest of the scene.

Love you all