every day for the past 1/2 months (august 30 – oct 7) i have been waking up feeling weaker than the day before.

the dreams of being held by him and hearing his heartbeat against his chest feels so real. i never want to wake up from those dreams.

i woke up crying today because i had a dream about him.
we laughed and talked and did everything we used to do when we were together.

i havent moved on, and its slowly killing me. (mentally)

– sparklefart 349