I have been having really bad anxiety about my relationship. I am just worried I am losing him. And while he tells me nonstop that I am not my gut is telling me otherwise and its scary as hell. I am in love with him. But there are times I feel like he couldn’t be bothered. I think hes lowkey pushing me away. I know he is scared despite not wanting to talk about his feelings. He has briefly expressed this to me before. That everyone he has been with before left him. I don’t know how to tell him I am not going anywhere. I am not going to hurt him like people in has past have. I know what its like to feel that. That sting when the person you love doesn’t want you anymore. It’s brutal. I wouldn’t dream of putting him through any kind of hurt. But I am bad at expressing my emotions at times and this is one of them. I don’t know what to do. I feel like this is something he needs to hear me say, because out of all the time, and the I love yous’ I don’t think I have ever actually told him I wasn’t going to hurt him. Which doesn’t seem like a big deal to most but coming from someone who has been hurt a bunch it is extreme validation. He deserves to know that I would never want that for him. And that I love him more than anyone. I just don’t want to come off as clingy or over attached. Idk I’m a mess over it. I just needed to vent.