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About a year ago I became very selfish. I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years so
I could “mess around” I was feeling upset with my life. Upset
That I’ve never experienced “dating” so I did the unthinkable, I left my boyfriend
And slept with the first guy I could find. This guy happened to be about 7 years older than me. We started dating, this went on about 2 months. The whole 2 months I was still in contact with my ex. Right after Christmas I broke up with my fling, and on New Years went straight to my ex and slept with him. For about a week or two I was only seeing my ex. But then something came over me, I started sleeping with my fling again and my ex. It took me about 1-2 months to realize what I was doing was wrong. But it wasn’t soon enought in march I found out I was 2 months pregnant. At this point I was back together with my ex. My immediate reaction was abortion because I had no clue who the father might be. My ex and I decided to keppp it, agreeing it would be his no matter what. So I never told my fling about the pregnancy. Now I’m 9 months pregnant, and I’ve been having nightmares of my fling showing up and trying to get involved. I do not want that. As it is everybody at work is talking about how excited tey are to see why color y baby comes out as (fling is a white guy ex is Mexican) I’m starting to feel absolutely horrible because I’m sure this baby is my flings since I was never on birth control and never used condoms with t effort 2 years and never got pregnant. I’m terrified and filled with guilt.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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