my greatest fear is that joyce will do this again to some naïve girl who needs help, from s***** abuse… I am so worried she will poison and destroy every good quality from a nice young woman trying to improve her world like I was going to university and working volunteer ( I used to work volunteer for a radio for the blind organization while I was at university) … joyce yet saying that I needed kicks up the arse all the time, and that I had a welfare mentality getting austudy to go to university and that I should leave university and prostitute my way through life, then a bit later this bugsy/nick/bruce character attacked me with heather (the w**** dog) they bashed me when I was walking to university, they were part of the network/occult of abusers from my childhood I was trying to get away from… they were obviously jealous of my youth and doing something or anything with my life. I can’t see how a girl minding her own business going to university or studying would deserve kicks up the arse. I was not a drug addict…I had gone through a lot of s***** trauma from childhood and teens, the collapse and the car accident …I do not see how joyces choice of words fitted into the context of my issues!
this is why the psychologist I was seeing down at the hospital said to me that joyce had intentions to abuse me… its much the same as what Don and Diana were doing to me in the 1970s when I was a 5. why pick on and attack a little kid the way they did to me?