I felt so sad when Diana died, I was upset over William being hit in the head, but dianas constant betrayals against me were vicious and bitchy I was only a little girl when she started her betrayals, her abuse, her rejection and lewering games at my birthday in 1978. then her son did the same she led me to think William would be my love. she could have found another guy for me. she tried to force these awful unattractive men on me. then she got all these people to abuse in my childhood and teens and adult years, treating me like a mangy mongrel H**** RAGGERED UGLY F*** HOUND dog…

my sister used to touch me she never did massive s***** things (like orgasms or masturbations or rubb ups) it was just touching my private parts like but she hated me and always wanted to impurify me and make me UNLOVEABLE and UNWORTHY of love so that I was labeled the s***, she got men to abuse me like my great uncle… she would come in and tell me that I had to perform s***** acts for my great uncle so that everyone could get money. I felt like a prostitute but we needed the money and I felt like I had to protect the other kids or my brother from him, unlike what my great uncle did or my cousin when he tried to r*** me when I was 7. him and I used to d******* or he used to come up to me and chase me off to his bedroom when I was 3 and dance and rub against me and touch me up but when I was 7 or 8 he got me to lay down and pull down my pants and he tried to stick his d*** in my v*****. I was incredibly small and so he could not penetrate me, I screamed in fear and pushed him away and cried out no. he tried all the same. I used to follow him around a great deal as a child and he could be mean. I had a love hate relationship with him, but that was nothing compared to LOVE HATE TORTURE relationship I had with my great uncle because he hit me often and forced and dominated me with s** acts and sometimes I retaliated and learnt to fight back or tolerate his overpowering sometimes he was a tall and big built man with whatever s***** violence I could give back. being small can have as many advantages and disadvantages as being big in a fight sometimes.

I THINK MY SISTER AND DIANA WANTED A LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP WITH ME AND THEY EVEN GOT PEOPLE SAID WE WANTED TO TURNED YOU INTO A DYKE DINGO DOG TO BE DEGRIDATED ALL YOUR LIFE AND SUFFER LIKE A CAGED ANIMAL WHO DESERVES NOTHING BUT TO HAVE ROTTEN FRUIT THROWN AT YOU AND VOMITTED ON… SO LONG AS PEOPLE DEGRIDATE YOU INTO THE GROWN OUR S***** DESIRES ARE FOUND… THAT WAS DIANA, AND MY SISTER AND JOYCES (THE POOPTER) WAY … THEY WANTED ME TO HAVE MAGOTS COMING OUT MY NOSE AND EARS AND V***** ETC LOCKED AWAY IN A PRISON CELL TO DIE ALONE. THAT WAS THEIR FANTASY ABOUT ME…SINCE 1978 AND PROBABLY MY COUSINS FROM 1973 ONWARDS.