I remember being at a party at my house in 1977 and something happened there apart from the bullet at the kitchen window, there were a lot of people there but it felt like I knew no one. why? I remember feeling so angry and sick. that xmas I was vomiting and wetting everywhere with diarrhea and viruses for about 2 years from 1977 I was sick all the time and bill was molesting me. my cousins took over the party and made me feel left out and unloved. they were so cool and I was a tard little dog.
I probably stank of vomit and urine and diarrhea and rashy viruses with chicken pox, measles etc… at parties or after bill was molesting me I was vomiting and it was like my body was rejecting the whole thing of him underneath it must have been psychological but I stank. same at my unbirthday in 1978 I vomited over myself in fear. everyone hated me for vomiting.
