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You are a drug for me…
Do I crave you as one still or is this pain called love? I wish you didn’t do this push & pull you do. I wish I could go back in time and savor being together. I never took you for granted. I’ve prayed so hard & another part of me is in such intense agony from you loss that I think it believes you are actually gone from this world. It also pleas with me to forget about you. To erase you from my life, from my memory. And honestly if I could wipe you out of my memory I would. I can’t force your will. Knowing you is like poison to my mind… I was so absolutely sure that if I ever met someone like you that the feelings, the reactions would be mutual. I was more than sure; I was doubtless in my beliefs.
I wonder…
I wonder what goes on in your head since you keep things to yourself. I want to be free of the thoughts of you & the only thing I can think of is drugs, s**, alcohol or death to rid you from my mind. I try to tell myself that you are my lesson in life… You hurt more than the motorcycle accident that ripped my body apart, you are scarier than that accident as well. You are the scariest thing I’ve ever known in my life.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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