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After meeting you my beliefs have been shaken to my very core. I can not fathom living in this world without love And I can not believe at this moment that I will love anyone like I do you. I can’t believe I’m alone in this, I’ve seen you & heard you feel similar. I hate you for making me feel so weak. I hate you for being my perfect woman, for repeatedly telling me you’re thinking of me & yet refuse us being together. My heart is beyond the meaning of in pain when I think of you with someone else. I wish I could truly hate you so I could get over this. I love you dearly & want your wellbeing above my own… but I’m not a saint & I also want you selfishly for myself only. I cry on the inside everyday that I’m not with you. I think of you always & it saddens me that I have to become reserved just so I can be near you. I’m trying to be patient. So very hard. But patience isn’t the problem. Fear is. I fear you will be with someone esle & I will see… And I honestly don’t think I could handle it. You are the first person that truly makes me fit the sterotypical puerto rican mold… As a latin woman I actually get jealous because of you. In the beginning not so much because you were fearless… And now?? Do you care that being with me makes you gay? Or do you worry about your family?
I’m angry too… Why am I the only one with the balls to say what I think. To do as I say I will. I wish I never met you so I wouldn’t be so miserable at this time… but I love you, I love you even when I’m mad. I’m wrapped around your finger… Do you even know?

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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