God I’m so lonely I actually believed she was my best friend. I’m completely delusional I guess I remember the times you were nice to me sometimes when I just get so lonely I’m sorry. I can’t even kill myself right believe me I don’t wanna be her either. I know we can’t ever communicate again because you at least send me some good thoughts that somebody might come my way I can actually hang out with or talk to on a regular basis you have no idea how much guilt I have knowing that I bother you I’m sorry
