Drugs and alcohol have ruined me. I used to be bright and quick witted, but now I have a hard time processing new information. Like if I read something I usually have to read it multiple times in order for it to stick. I used to be able to glance things over and understand it perfectly. So to any young teens or kids on this reading this, heed my warning. Having fun is fine, just know when it’s time to quit. Blacking our makes for a good story but it doesn’t do you any real favors. You can say you’re different, but you blackout enough times and hit your head in the process and you’ll be just like me. I promise you that. Moderation is key, and f*** anyone else that makes you feel bad for not “fitting in” You do you and find some real friends. I wish I would have.