Every time I look outside or wake up i feel like this world i lobe in is a dream a dream that i will never wake up from. I feel so alone and scared, not knowing what to do. My heart aches for people that i know i will never see again. But i dont know who they are. I feel as if i have abandoned them for my own selfish needs to have a normal life, but now i have a guilt and pain that can never be cured. I wish to return to the place i know not of. A place where i feel like i belong. But for now all i feel is guilt