Iam hopeless, iam a liar i dont know wheter this is really depression or anything.Day after tomorrow is my final exams and here iam i can't bring myself

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Iam hopeless, iam a liar i dont know wheter this is really depression or anything.Day after tomorrow is my final exams and here iam i can’t bring myself to study, the whole year I was so lazy to study actually I was scared to study, I thought no matter how hard i study I won’t be able to make it. My friends are studying so nicely and I’m here crying instead of studying, I can’t concentrate I can bring myself to study. No motivation, No fear regarding exam, No hope, I want to die. It is all my fault. I can’t forgive myself but now I’m fine being hopeless, I’m fine being a loser, But when I see my parents my heart breaks they have been through so much for me. I don’t want to do this to them, but mumma and papa I’m sorry your daughter is not strong enough. You don’t deserve a daughter like me. I’m sorry. Even god is fed up of my dramas, I’m ashamed of myself. But I still want to try but I can’t get out of this hopeless feeling this..

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