I felt raped by what bill was doing to me from about the age of 5 and raped by bugsy and louise from the age of 4… dirty sick people. then sue and Michael tried to start that up as well. who would want an old fart like him. I told my mother they what they were doing saying they wanted to r*** me and they called me a liar about bill and a said they always thought I was retarded from the time I was a child. I thought sue was a skunk that flaunted her s******** too much at children with her overbearing TALL TART DOG LEGS.I FELT RAPED BY WHAT DON AND DIANA DID TO ME AS WELL IN 1977 AND 1978. THEY PICKED ON ME WHEN I WAS JUST 6… FOR THEIR S***** TITILATIONS. DIRTY PEDOSI took a lot of days off school as a child and I was sick a lot with every virus and vomiting all the time while bill was molesting me. the night of my unbirthday 1978 I was 6 turning 7, I was so scared I vomited over my dress. I felt like everyone hated me because I was like that I got sick suddenly when I was scared and would throw up, faint or get dizzy with travel sickness a lot. I am sick of being bashed by other girls trying to just do normal things, like joining groups (even so called religious groups)… being bashed one too many times over guys , and abusive violent men hurting me has broken me down. I had that many s***** experiences out of anger and orgasms with my great uncle forcing himself on me as a child, that if I was not dry h****** him or him shoving his hands into my pants or him hitting me or the abuse was coming from school kids and being bashed or gay taunted at school… I did not need being attacked while university or working in the same way bashed gay taunted etc into my adult life. raped and bullied, and being kicked by rick and bashed by katy has added to my back injuries … is love worth all this? after the car accident I was in terrible pain. I wish they had not made my back pain worse. there is no enjoyment in life at all with this pain or stds… when I seen a spiritual healer, I have seen a few but after katy and rick a healer said to me that she felt my back n said that “you have been touched by the hands of evil” hence the spinal pain, she told me to wear a crucifix backwards from back stabbers. then I started having nightmares after I was raped and went through insanity hell. a nightmare of a being raped and me stabbing this man in the back, green vial witches and corpses, witchdoctors.. all sorts of s***. and I am scared of getting cancer from the std, scared of back surgery I am waiting for, scared of heart problems. and just as scared of living!