I don’t blame or hold anything against her. She might think she made a bad impression, and she did hurt me, she went from making me feel better than in a long time, to really hurting me, and I completely understood that there were a few things on her mind at the time, I felt it out of her a few times and wished I could be there. She might see anything between us then as making her a bad person with the timing, emotional cheating on her boyfriend at the time and given that lets face it, it was over anyway, it was done, I didn’t know the circumstances, but I still knew it was done, and it WAS done. She did nothing wrong, even in the feelings. She didn’t betray anything that mattered at that point. It was done, and she happened to be around me, who liked her and she knew it. All thye silent treatment was and all I saw it as then was you wasting time that could have been spent being nicer to each other. 3 months. I didn’t buy it it just was a waste of our time that could have been spent being good to each other. Actually she was breaking my heart a bit more day by day even if I didn’t completely buy it or know what she was doing with it, why. I’m sorry if she never saw me smile and I don’t like to be a sucky about past but all I can say is I was still healing too, going through some things internally myself, like her, which might also have drew me to you and at the same time and want to lean on each other, you know that place was hard on me too. If we spent some time together, she would see it. Maybe so0metime I will make myself visible somewhere to her without saying anything to just see if she notices. I guess she can’t do anything if she can’t find me. Maybe I was a bit fast to pull away. She didn’t even have time to think or let it sink in.