I honestly never saw you as dangerous as you really are. I heard “be careful” or I would walk in and ask “hey hows it going?” and one guy in particular would go “well the cops arenlt here yet,so…” and I would think “cops? what the hell did I ever do? What does that mean?”, I heard other things, and I let them go in one ear, and out there other. I never actually believed that you are as dangerous as you seem to be. I do believe I was the most unfortunate son of a b**** meeting you at that time. It was a freak accident. Comnplete psycho. I guess your brother has has grubby hands where ever he feels like it. Is that legal? He can legally do that kind of s*** right? Maybe legal, but what about company policy? You are from a list of psycho sociopaths though right? Did you ever intend for me to see you as completey out of it, honest mental problems, psycho/sociopath like I do, is that what you wanted? The hiding, you seem like potentially scary. It’s doing a number on my head tbh. Don’t get me wrong, I will f****** kill your crazy a** if I ever had to, no problem, I keep thinking of “fatal attraction” and it’s creepy because its this little dance around me and staying out of sight. Why me? I could never treat a woman who I shared love with who mI had to leave, the way you’ve treated me. I still can’t even believe it. I actually loved you.