I been lying about being a female for six-seven months over the internet. That’s not the only issue, I’ve grown close to another man over the internet and we been talking constantly over these months and we became close friends and he fell in love with me and I’ve gotten to a point of delusion that, I too have fallen in love with him anf plans to visit me in a couple months… I can’t keep up the lie any longer,I’m lost… It makes me wish, I was actually a women… I honestly just want to kill myself at this point because I don’t think I could handle the wrong, I’ve committed and feel true regret for my actions but every part me doesn’t want to tell him because he is the only friend, I’ve ever had and loved…