for you, my crush who is a pain in the a**. arrogant, intelligent yet i still like the b******. it’s been a year of me silently watching you, we curse at eachother sometimes, grimace at eachother but i once catched you staring at me. you seriously can’t see that i’m f****** trying. i gave you two letters, one for valentine’s and one for your contest last month. even gave you a present on christmas party but apparently that just isn’t enough. honestly, anger is what i feel. sometimes i want to burn everyone who goes near you. sometimes i want to take you away and kidnap you to teach you a goddamn lesson. yeah, this is coming from a girl. i’m not yandere or some s*** like that but i do get possessive. my friend told me that when you recieved the letter, you told her that: “why is she giving me letters? life isn’t a fairytale.” yeah, it isn’t i f****** know that. but if life can’t be a fairytale, i’ll make it a damn nightmare for you. cause honestly, i’ve been patient. i’ve been quiet, seeing you talk with girls and show off just how smart you are. but goddamn it. why can’t you see? f*** this. and f*** you. f*** you, and your disrespectful narcissistic a**. you’ll never see this anyway pretty boy so whatever. i still want you to be mine. tie you the f*** down and hurt you till you goddamn bleed. take all your sanity away, break you to the point of no return and make you squirm. i could kill for you, but i could also kill you. you better pray to god that i stop liking your sorry a**. because william, i’m coming for you. also, advanced happy birthday. it’s on the 11th, but still, f*** you.
