I apologize to pictures of myself as a child for letting my life get to where it has. I think about how heart broken young me would be to find out that this is who she gets to grow up to be. I’m not an addict or a criminal or anything but I stopped respecting myself. As my body grew older I let everyone take advantage of it, I didn’t give it any worth, I didn’t respect anything about it, and then I finally said enough is enough but I still have the memories and the shame. I also didn’t listen to my body when I started feeling sad, when my anxieties got so bad I could hardly think about entering the world…and now I’ve pushed it down for too long and let it destroy so many things in my life. I apologize to pictures of myself as a child because I let the world take her down.
