shocking truths in western society

before the age of 10 I was s******* assaulted and abused by 5 or more people who should have known better.

I had vaginal itches and rashes growing up by the age of 7 from a p*** who had a skin disease from war chemicals.

does that concern anyone??

and you want to swap lives with me??

well step right up!!!!

I grew up being s******* abused all through childhood. it was nothing for this man to wake me with s***** advances while my parents slept in a nearby room. I was so afraid I did what he wanted because I feared being punished and talked about. I feared the police and he made me believe that I would be blamed for it all by police. I grew up soiling my PJs most nights and wetting the bed due to his fondling and fiddling on my parts. my underpants would be so dirty and stained from him and wet with pee when I was 6 and I had regular urinary infections and itches and soiling rashes in the vaginal areas and b**. my pants often smelt of his odor and hands. I would have to say he had his hands down my pants more then down his own for most of my childhood. He would openly touch himself with me or get me to touch him. he would follow me to the toilet or as I walked past and shove his hand up any time of day when no one could see him doing it. I still get headaches thinking about it. and how he bought things and gave me money to bribe me into silence. I get sick when I think of his attacks and hitting into me if I resisted him. I was so glad when I was finally free of him and could have a shower or bath without fear of him coming in and wanting to touch and look and ask me questions about my parts. night after night I rarely slept and stood guard incase he came for me. I wanted to protect my sisters and brothers from him and I took the greater blows he gave. he pushed me too far and I fought back and I won later. but have I still won when I have lost so much. I fought back but felt disgusted at myself as the years went on the s***** abuse was becoming more invasive til he assaulted me in 1996 and pushed me around. I stood up to him with all my pathetic 15 year old might, and said “NO” THIS IS JUST SOME OF THE PRIVATE SUFFERING I HAVE GONE THROUGH.

if you knew the pain I suffer to tears with vaginal itch that doctors say is in my head… I am red raw down there often in terrible pain.