marriage in tatters I am 29 I have been married for about 1 year now, but about 6 weeks ago I felt the magic was going in our marriage. I had an affair

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marriage in tatters
I am 29 I have been married for about 1 year now, but about 6 weeks ago I felt the magic was going in our marriage. I had an affair which was supposed to be one of those flings on the side and where your partner and friends just tells you to trust.

I don’t know if my relatives were blaming me for breaking up a marriage when I told them exactly what I thought with all the free baby sitting I did and no help back in return, but somehow this guy I had an affair with got my phone number from a friend of a friend.

while my husband was out at a work trip interstate I got lonely and bored and rang this younger man up and we had drinks.

I feel like I can totally be my blokey self around him, I can smoke, scratch my balls and fart and burb out loud and nothing seems to faze him unlike my husband.

I mean call it trying on a new personality role or being shocking in public but when I am out with him I do crazy things.

I admit most of it is that I am desperately lonely and feel isolated in this marriage when my husband is away. when he said he was thinking about having an affair I was upset and I guess I rebounded.

have I made a mistake? my behavior is getting crazier and crazier as the days go on. I act like some teenager on drugs as we have dabbled there and my obesity and alcohol problems does not seem to upset this guy.

I have even being trying to get deliberately pregnant to him to surprise my husband and make him jealous.

is this normal or should I get out now? before I end up a street drugged out w****!

New Confession

Last week my aunty Vivian visited. I love netlike my own mom. How about a bath before lunch? She asked? Sure I said . I’ma 13 yr old girl but aunty does a “special” bath . Sometimes my mommy is in the room and sometimes Billy my step brother. O just close my eyes and enjoy. She fills the hot tub and I get in. Here sweetie. Sit on this soft seat. It only left my Fanny in a little water. She started at my feet. She knew I was ticklish and went slowly teeen each toe. Since my legs were spread open she slipped her soapy hands up my thighs to cup my peepee. Have to per sweetie? No aunty. Back to my feet. I loved her soapy hands on my feet. My peeee got all tingly. I dawmy little t****** n****** getting stiff snd rubbed my palms over my breasts. Your toes marking your. Peepee tingle a little? I’m hummed I said. Take a deep breath and hold it. I did so. Hrrr soapy hands on my slid up my leg, scratched my thigh a little, slid onto my peepee and quickly plunged up into my peepee hole. The hot hard pain speared my brain. Oooooowwweewwe I yelled.i lookkedddoen to see blood in the water. Auntys finger was deep inside my peepee hole. She was moving her finger in and out and out. O more pain. She them washed my t******, my Fanny, and I stood to dry. She held me close and whispered to me. Now your peepee is worth gold seeetie. Lots of gold.

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