i hated you not long after we started dating. you cheated on me throughout out 3.5 year relationship. a lot of nights, I cried myself to sleep as you lay beside because you made me so f****** miserable. you kept breaking up with me, but since I’m a glutton for punishment, i kept taking you back, knowing full well that all you offered were false promises. You finally left for the last time, and while I don’t miss you, I miss having someone around. I was stupid to stick around so long, even with all the fights avoided, and me not standing up for myself. I’m glad you’re out of my life, but I miss your mother’s puppies, I miss your niece. I miss your parents. I miss having a best friend. I don’t hate you. It takes so much effort to hate another person, that I’m choosing to be in different.
