I was on the Facebook app of 21 Questions, just a fun thing I do once in a while, and I was looking through the questions people have been answering, most aren’t bad, some are funny actually, but one popped out: “Would -my name- be easy to get over a break up?” “Yes.” This really interested me so I answered all the questions I could to be able to see the answer. Finally, I got it, and the name made my heart sink so badly. It was the first time this feeling had appeared, I felt.. Empty.. The name was on the guy I had been crushing on for half a year…. He’s such a jerk to everyone and most times I hate people like him.. I can’t get over him.. And school starting again… I don’t know what I’m going to do.. I’m scared I’m going to hurt myself… The worst part is.. He was one of the first people I told I self-harmed.. And I trusted him.. I’m definitely going to get hurt.. BADLY.
