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I just realized that I may have been groomed by an adult back when I was 13/14.

He was teaching me to draw, and he started off by teaching me how to draw lolis.
Which he justifies by saying it’ll be easier to learn to scale up proportions than scale them down. But I’m pretty sure he just gets off to it.

He also regularly links me h***** as references for drawing, instead of you know, normal art? that isn’t explicitly p***? Again he justifies it by saying it’s good for learning poses, but surely there are far better resources for finding good poses. Oh and yes the hentais are also about lolis most of the time.

And the cherry on top is that when we rp with our ocs, he would r*** my 13 year old oc and would always insist that I do N*** rps with him. The only reason I don’t do it is simply because I was using a family pc at the time so I couldn’t exactly do N*** rps without getting caught. (Somehow I managed to get away in looking at h***** he sent on it though lmao idk how I managed that) Nowadays I feel like if I did do those N*** rps, it would probably escalate into something even worse.

I’m 18 now. All these repressed memories just kinda flooded back and I am uncomfortable with it. I don’t even know if you can count that as grooming? But every interaction with him is always weirdly s***** somehow now that I’m fully grasping what happened.

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I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.