To Richard. Barney here. I’m either high as f*** today cuz I’m getting a little confused with these posts as to who is posting them, or, hell, I don’t know. I’m just in a f****** haze as usual due to the 14 Percocets and 150mg of adderrall I’ve taken so far today.
Today has been slow, but typical. I deposited a $9,000 check into my account today. I fucked my side girl at the house I keep near my office, and now I’m going to do something even more off the wall that I’d never admit to anyone, but talking to you has been mildly therapeutic for me these past 2 days.
Like I told you, in addition to my drug addiction and h***** addiction, I have a p*** addiction too and these last 10 years or so I’ve gotten into t***** p***. I’m getting ready to go see one of my favorite t***** escorts in a couple of hours now. Let me back up… she USED to be an e*****. She now has a legit job but since I’ve known her so long and I pay her so well, she continues to see me when I want her. I pay her rent with the amount I give her every month. I usually see her once or twice a month. I’m not gay. I love p****. But, my first s***** experiences were with an older boy, and I’ve had a few rendezvous’ over the years (they’ve always been with huge d*** guys, cuz that’s the only thing that turns me on when it comes to being with men), but this girl (well, she’s a woman now) has a legit 9 inch, fat, perfect, cut c***), and I’m addicted to her blowjobs and I love sucking her giant d*** until she blows in my mouth.
You asked if I f*** these hookers raw and the answer is no, I do not. I have a handful of regulars that I see, and even they won’t f*** without a condom. But they all s*** without one. I don’t push the subject with them though cuz honestly it doesn’t matter to me. I can get off with or without a condom on. Funny thing is, everyone of them allows me to c** in their mouth, and every one (except Mena) swallows my load. I have so many w**** stories I could tell you, it would make your head spin (and that giant d*** of yours explode). Speaking of dicks, mine is not huge like yours, but it’s not small or average either. It’s bigger than most, but not huge if u know what I mean… I wish I had a huge one though! But, some of these whores are really small and my d*** looks huge when I have it against their faces….
anyway, see, I’m in such a fog right now I go from guilt, to talking about s**…. today I feel pretty good I guess. I’m not overly remorseful (I think unloading on you has helped) and I put a little money in the bank, I’ve c** once, and I’m about to go c** again. I’m hoping my live in gf doesn’t want s** tonight bcuz after I’m done with my t***** friend here soon, I’m gonna be spent.
I haven’t checked this for this for typos, plus I’m high, so please excuse them if there are any. I’m sure you get the gist of what I’m saying…
I wish we could communicate some other way now so all these assholes who post nothing but ridiculous crap wouldn’t see, but I’d be deathly afraid of leaving an IP address or something.
It feels good getting this off my chest