How do you stop loving an idea of a person? You know that this idea is not real, it is just a projection of your own needs and desires. The less you know about a person the easier it is to apply these delusion. The person’s individuality does not matter so long as he/she conform to some basic characteristics. But if i know these, if i am aware, why do i still look the other way? Why do i deny the reality and choose an illusion? Is the answer so simple as “an addiction”? Am i predisposed to this kind of behaviour? Or do i use the effect of this behaviour as a coping mechanism? Do answers really exists or is this just an endless enigma, swimming from one question to another?
