Ok where do I start
So the reason why I’m crying right now is because I’m freaking ugly. Period.
I’ve been looking at the pics I took today with my friends and i looked so freaking ugly that i deleted all of the pics that I took.
My eyes are small my nose is big I’m 20 and I wear braces I’m chubby and omg I can do this all day overall I’m f****** disgusting.
I’m jealous of every girl that passes by me in the streets , I wonder what do they do to look good. I wear makeup and I end up looking like a dude who’s trying too hard to look girly. I’m just an ugly girl.
Idk what to do I’m so f****** sick of all this, I try to convince myself that looks dont matter but THEY DO.
Even with filters I still look ugly, i ask my friends and they tell me you’re soooooo pretty and it makes me mad even more because i hate someone that lies to me just to be nice .
This just makes me sad, I just want to look in the mirror and like what I see, to take a picture and not feel like throwing up, to at least be acceptable.
