i actually want my father dead. he’s a disgusting excuse of a man and i hate him with all my being. i know i should respect him cuz he raised me but to be honest i wouldnt even call what he did to me “raising”. i had a terrible childhood and wish he didnt exist. honestly if you cant properly take care of a child then dont u saggy fucktard. i regularly fantasize about killing him but i know tht would ruin my life and im not willing to waste my life on this sad sack of s***. all in all i hope he gets into a horrible accident and dies painfully and slowly and regrets everything so he cant even have a happy death.
