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I need to confess. I’m engaged to my boyfriend but I don’t want to be with him anymore and haven’t been happy in the relationship for the past 6 months. For the past month I’ve been dating his distant friend who makes me happy and makes me feel alive. Two weeks ago I broke up with my fiance and got into a relationship with the friend but my fiance kept begging for me back. At first I was strong and insisted the break up was best for the both of us but yesterday I caved in and agreed to get back together. I’m still with his friend and neither one of them knows I’m with the other. I’m terrified they will find out. I don’t want to hurt either one of them and I know I need to break it off with my fiance again but I can’t bare to see him hurt and I know he will be devastated. I need help. I need advice. I know what I’ve done is stupid and cruel. I feel like I’m turning into the biggest cow in the world. I can’t do this. I’m not this person and I hate who I am turning into. What do I do? How can this work out? I need strength.

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