You were right under my nose. You brought me bliss, happiness, love, lust, jealousy, hate a whole bag of hodgepodge emotions that I once never felt. I was

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You were right under my nose. You brought me bliss, happiness, love, lust, jealousy, hate a whole bag of hodgepodge emotions that I once never felt.

I was too dependent. It made me consistently hurt. I didn’t communicate. I didn’t declare my love good enough. Imogen Cortis-Jones, I know I’m unwelcome. Is there anywhere in your heart that you feel the same way? You once said that you were the one for me. I was completely enamored, you know that.

Sigh. Why do I hope. HOPE IS NOT A PLAN.

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So horned up. Im dressed feminine, shaved, perfumed, nails red, peeny up in pink p@nty.

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