shameful g******** drugging
I was gang banged by a bunch of military guys after I past out unconscious from being raped in one of the guys rooms. they videoed it for and uploaded it to a p*** site. now I feel dirty and suffer trauma badly.

I was drugged with pills and alcohol before and sent on my merry little way home afterwards.

I hope I can find the site the p*** vid is on and if I could take them to court I would.

there is no real justice for r*** victims and victims of serious crime.

a space and time I am very alone in.
laying naked on a hotel bathroom floor I met my murdered self. I felt out of this world.

it was a space and place in time alone in itself on that floor unconscious after r***.

maybe it was the shock of what happened that really hit me hard.

I choked and screamed “I can’t breathe” til I fell.

this collapse had happened before in my teens but not as bad as after being raped.

I don’t know what they did to me. where they r***** me 4 and 5 of them while I was unconscious or dead? was it all being recorded on hidden cameras ? while the the guys who set it up were in the next rooms?