I was molested by my own cousin when I was very young, I never forgot it even after my cousin did. I still hold on to it after so many years and never told a soul. I remember it like it was yesterday. It’s a horrible feeling and everytime he’s around I feel sick and full of hatred. I can’t say anything to my family or loved ones at all cause I know it would not end well and I will probably end up being blamed for breaking our family apart. Everyone apparently loves him and I can’t stand that, I talk s*** about him once and I get called out. I hate him. I hate him so much. I feel as though I can’t do anything. Ever since that day my brain has been trying to deny it yet I want everyone to know thus why I have come to this place to say it.