I’m depressed. I’m barely holding onto my job, trying to train for a new one, trying to get into college, and I don’t have the money to pay my rent yet.
I also have body issues… in the past two and a half months I have lost approx. 20 lbs. I’ve been trying to keep my weight above 115 but when I see that I’m there I eat too much. If I step on the scale and I’m within a pound of 120, I completely freak out and almost stop eating entirely. It scares me… especially that now I can see my ribs on my back when I bend over in front of the mirror. I’m terrified that this will go too far, but I don’t want to tell and disappoint my parents. My employers and coworkers keep giving me worried looks. I really don’t know what to do.