“Dear God, the only thing I ask from you is to hold her when I’m not around, when I’m much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you but I left her when I found her, and now I wish I’d stayed ’cause I’m lonely and I’m tired, I’m missing you again, oh no. Once again.”
“So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never wana leave you, and the memories of us to see, I beg don’t leave me..”
“So after a year and six months it’s no longer me that you want but I love you so much it hurts. Never mistreated you once, I poured my heart out to you. Let down my guard swear to God I’ll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms, drop to my knees and I’m pleading. I’m trying to stop you from leaving, you won’t even listen so f*** it. I’m trying to stop you from breathing. I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you squeezing ’til I snap your neck like a popsicle stick. Ain’t no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you just go and just give and before I put that gun to my temple I told you this: And I would’ve done anything for you, to show you how much I adored you but it’s over now, it’s too late to save our love. Just promise me you’ll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star.”
“In my dreams, I can see you, I can tell you how I feel. In my dreams, I can hold you, and it feels so real. I still feel the pain, I still feel your love. And somehow I knew you could never, never stay. And somehow I knew you would leave me. And in the early morning light, after a silent, peaceful night, you took my heart away. Oh I wish, I wish you could’ve stayed…”
I miss you..
– TTSP
