Anxiety is taking over me, I feel the nervouness starts to overwelm me. I feel agitated, messed up, I have no hope and my feets start to feel very

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Anxiety is taking over me, I feel the nervouness starts to overwelm me. I feel agitated, messed up, I have no hope and my feets start to feel very unconfortable.

My feets keep bothering me. I feel like a s***, why is this happening to me? Why do I feel like s***? F***!!

It’s a persistent s***. It keeps coming on. “Argggggghhh AhRGHHHH!!!!! AAAAAHH”, the dispair I feel, that’s how it feels!!! 😐

Sometimes, like right now, when I clinch my fit hard it ease the anxiety.

I would like to go to a mountain and yell as hard as I can, as many time as I want. Yell in anger, in rage, get this dispair out of my chest. “Argggggghhh AhRGHHHH!!!!! AAAAAHH”, that’s how I feel. I would like to make a cry of war.

I feel trapped, in a situation where there is no way out, in this peice of s*** of life.
I feel as if I wanted to hit someone. I feel a massive hate thoward this life, to people in it. I feel angry.

I feel I want to retaliate. I feel a deep and strong urge to agress. I feel I have been damaged unfairly, badly treated, and prejudiced against.

Anger, please, go away from me. Please, go away! Let me live! Let me work, let me have fun, let me enjoy life and do my shores! Let me do what I have to do!!! PLEASE GO!!

Please Anger, please let me go. Set me for once free……..

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I feel calmer now. Making fits in the office while nobody watched and writting this helped me to relief my anger, I feel better. I am working my tasks.

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