I feel I am an imbecile, I am a peice of s***, I am a f****** m*********** p************. I feel I am idiot. I feel less than almost every body. I am affraid, I feel affraid. I feel like an idiot. I feel like a horrible person. I feel a totally condemnable peice of s***. I feel like a f****** p****. I feel I am fucked. I feel worthless. I feel like a garbage bad that should be rapidly disposed away. I feel screwed up. I feel a total humiliation of the human race. I feel the lowest for of being possible.
I feel I am just plain wrong in all my ways.
I truly don’t want to exist, really, sometimes I wan to kill myself. I imagine it clearly in my head, what I would do to acheive that, but I never do.