So for starters I’m a dude, Recently one of my male friends has been talking to me more and playing around a lot. Joking with me a lot more, but it’s a s***** jokes and we are both fine with it but I’m slowly growing attraction to him. I like it when he comes up to me and hugs me, I like it when he holds my hand, I like it when we stare into each other’s eyes for a moment, I like I when he wraps his arms around me. It doesn’t s******* turn me on but it makes me feel loved and wanted. He knows I’m gay but idk if he’s on to me or still joking around.