I just float from day to day…not knowing what to do. I’m 17 years old for petes sake. Most of my mates have jobs or just do cool stuff in general. I don’t do anything like that. I just float from school to home and back again. I don’t feel like I have any real connections to anyone i know. I ponder the idea of death way to much. I guess i just want to know what’s on the other side.