There are two reasons I want to date this girl that I’m head over heels for:

1. Because she’s the goddamned cutest thing to be friends with and she’s virtually perfect in my mind set. She’s got beautiful eyes, a great smile, she can draw, she can sing, she loves video games and comics and nerding out about table top games, she listens to great music, just… everything…

2.Because I’m afraid to go back without having someone under my arm if my Ex decides she wants to try and crawl on her hands and knees and beg me back, and I am scared that I will go back to that terrible relationship that was only dragging me down out of desperateness to have what we had before she cheated on me.