I work so hard to keep this body and I can’t get a minute of foreplay from him unless I hold out until I get it. Men still hit on me. I have confidence in how I look. I’m only in my 20s. I have a large s** drive and am up to whatever he wants. Why can’t I get more than quickies from him? Why do I bother begging him, buying lingerie, giving lap dances, or constantly subjecting myself to rejection. It’s not how things used to be. Maybe he’s bored with my appearance. Maybe I’m ugly to him. I’ve tried everything.