I am emotionally, verbally, and physically abusive to my boyfriend. When we fight I lose it when he trys to leave and I lash out and beat him with all my strength. Its like a side of me cuts off and I just want to hurt him like his hurt me in the past. He is such a sweet guy who only loves me and has changed and matured for our relationship. I pull his hair and yank him around and kick and scream at him when i feel like I have no control over the situation anymore… I am pregnant now and its just making it worse…. I NEED to change for the sake of my 6 year relationship and my unborn child
