I suffer from being smart and stupid at the same time. Like academics and non social things I got on lock. But when it comes to interacting with others, I’m at times often unaware of what to do. And during those moments of cluelessness, I more often than not make the worst decision possible. Because I become flustered internally and hit the panic button. Perfext example. I’m at this show right. I’m kinda high and in the back of the crowd. This attractive girl comes up to me dancing. She tries to start grinding on me. Most single straight men would be like hells yeah. But in that moment all I could think about was how she was stepping on my feet and my brand new kicks. So I shoved her and told her to go the f*** away. To which she called me a f**. See in that moment I could have just been like please don’t step on my feet or I don’t want to dance. Nope instead I went for the nuclear option. That’s about the best way I can describe what I mean. Does anyone else have this kind of problem?
