This is kind of messed up – I take care of this girl as a sitter and today she accidentally felt my p—- after we both got up from reading a book and squeezed it a couple times (within a second). I wasn’t aroused or anything but I just couldn’t tell her what it was when she asked so I just agreed with her that it was part of my stomach and something disgusting and then proceeded to move onto another subject (and so she “forgot” about it). Kind of scary but to make matter worse she has high functioning autism. I don’t want to educate her on male anatomy because as soon as you say such-as-such is on male-only and off-limits then she’s gonna say to her parent that she touched my p—- and he said I can’t touch it anymore (now maybe that’s not the worst thing bad but it feels scary to initiate that – maybe that is right thing to do?). Obviously, I’m trying to not be cast off as a p********.

By the way, she doesn’t even have a father, that’s makes it even more screwed up and probably the only reason she doesn’t already understand what it is why it’s there in the first place.