I've never been a particularly loyal person. I'm self-aware enough to know this. I'm a liar and a secret teller and a gossiper. I just enjoy drama. I find

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I’ve never been a particularly loyal person. I’m self-aware enough to know this. I’m a liar and a secret teller and a gossiper. I just enjoy drama. I find it both ridiculous and amusing how far some people will go over a petty issue. Only, I think I’ve found the one person I’m not willing to betray. She’s my best friend. She has cuts on her wrists and she’s always so sad.

We had this huge fight last month. I found out she lied to me and I got so mad I couldn’t even look at her. Hypocritical, I know, but I never actually lied to her. Not really. Not like she did to me. We made up, of course, but it’s what came after that scared me. She had hugged me, so tight I could barely breathe, and said, “I’m so sorry. Know that I’m so sorry. I’ll never do that again. I love you more than everything.” She’s not the type for emotional outbursts, or for emotions at all, and I knew she was being honest. Then she said, “I thought I had ruined this friendship. I wanted to die.”

Now I’m afraid. I’m afraid the person I was is going to come back and ruin this. I’m afraid I’m going to betray her. I’m afraid that I’ve stopped being the one thing saving her and am slowly transforming into the thing that’s going to kill her.

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taking a shower with my dad in the celler after work , i said to him dad you are soo much larger than me can i touch it? yes rub it softly he said i did and it got larger the skin had pulled back he was rubbing my lil one he drew me loser said leanover and s*** it softly , i got excited i was trying to s*** it it was too large, he pulled my headdown and whispered now s*** it son softly no teeth/ i had the head in my mouth he was holdingthe back of my head he was moving it now in my mouth . u like it dont you yes dad alot please let me s*** u daily in this shower? yes but u must empty it first u need to emoty it u understand? u must swollow it all no wasting it. hev was moving in my mouth holding my headb gaging me now. then a large amount of was cream leaked in my mouth he held my head tight i was gagging hesaid swolow it all now your my lil, botch now arent you u need it dont you.. i mumbled yes dad please let me do this every day,he said a few times a weekyour sister needs her turn also. i fraked out you mean lil kimmey does this to you also, ys and shes very greatfull if i lick her lil p**** to. oh god id lve to also lick her. shewll s*** u soon will u like that , id die firtat dad thank you, u like to watch us dad?yes no fooling arround without me here u understand, oh i promise dad ii knelt and sucked his c*** for him, again,

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