waking up in as if coming to from being drugged. I would have dreams I could not breath and I was so scared I would sometimes get my brother to sleep on the floor.

one night my door definitely moved as if someone had opened it but they seen my brother on the floor asleep and could not pass him without waking him.

another night someone broke in and down stairs doors were loose from the lock handle had been unscrewed.

another night a pillow was ripped apart while we were out of the room as if someone had put a knife to it and all the stuffing was over the floor.

things went missing.

I had a dream a man with a beard kissed me and said he loved me, but I felt afraid. then I told myself “you must wake up next time you have these feelings like you can’t breath or move, you must wake up”

another night the door was locked on the inside in my bedroom but when I woke up about 1 or 2 am it was unlatched as if someone had opened it. but the only person in the room was me. how could someone hid in my wardrobe for hours without being heard? I guess its possible or was it a ghost?

one day at the Melbourne jail exhibition for tourists I seen eyes in a photo behind me, there I seen all these masks of people after they were hanged, and stuff (I don’t know why the f*** I went there looking back now, it was a completely f****** cold hole and you could feel the pain and hell there in the place) a man came to my door at the hall where we were staying as a group of female students and this man was attractive young but I was afraid as I did not know him. then other girls complained about him. I wondered if he was not a ghost also sent to kill me or something.

then when I was doing biology a ghost was following me around the campus, well I called it a “shadow walker”.