I was raped at a very young age by my two cousins (when I was between the ages of four and six). I get very turned on by the thought of a man brutally r***** another man and by the thought of men having s***** torture inflicted on them. When I hit puberty I had serious thoughts of getting a s** change (I was so afraid of being s******* assaulted as a woman), pumping a bunch of iron, hunting both of them down and torturing the both of them until they’re completely mentally broken.
They both are very, very f****** lucky I haven’t made my move yet.
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Shit. I normally tell people not to get revenge but honey, a large part of me reads this and thinks “Good- they deserve it.”
I would recommend getting therapy though. Even if you do this and you take them away as a threat, you’re still very wounded and hurting inside. I think that you need to get therapy just so that you can live a healthy life overall. Your cousins stole a lot from you very early in your life. Don’t let them continue to steal from you. I just can’t help but feel worried that even if your cousins get what they deserve, you’ll still hurt others because you see them as villains. Please get help.