When I was younger, I beat someone senseless because they stole from me while helping me move. I recovered all of my things before hand. I feel terrible

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When I was younger, I beat someone senseless because they stole from me while helping me move. I recovered all of my things before hand. I feel terrible because I had everything back and I let my anger get the best of me when I should’ve turned the other cheek and just stayed away from the guy. Lately my past has been haunting me and I’m losing sleep over it. I don’t feel like I deserve the great life I now have because of the way I treated others before. At that time I was poverty stricken, and could barely afford to eat every day, and now I have a good job, a nice home, and a beautiful fiancee. Now I can’t find this person to apologize and maybe help him get his life on track. This isn’t the only incident either. In my early twenties I was a total villain. I bullied people around while putting on the facade that I was just a normal nice guy. I put distance between myself and my family so that they wouldn’t find out what kind of person I actually was. I screwed people over, I never paid off my debts, and I ran the streets doing things that I now wouldn’t do to my worst enemies. It feels like being good and honest now doesn’t make up for what I was.

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I wish I was worthy of love and praise, that I was someone worth spiritual connection with. Every time I read one of these vague love letters I end up wishing it was for me even though they’re obviously not and never will be. I miss Jason. I miss feeling human. I miss feeling safe. I will never be able to feel that way again without him because I’ve learned my lesson and I will never trust another human being besides him again. The risk isn’t worth it because his care has been the only reward I’ve gained from trusting people in my life. He’s the only one worth trusting without fear.

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