I want a life irrelevant and separate to my abuse issues. I still want to live and enjoy life. I want to be a person. I want to have a family of my own. I

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I want a life irrelevant and separate to my abuse issues. I still want to live and enjoy life. I want to be a person.

I want to have a family of my own. I want to be married but I worry about the way men are now. I am looking for a man who is gentle and well spoken, thoughtful and clever. someone who will not judge me if I want to have a baby rather then work or if I want to work part time or study etc.

I am sick of this s***.

I still want to go out now and then and enjoy friends and have a great man. I want a life to be proud of.

I am not gay. I want to have s** with men and I want a normal married life like making a house a home, sharing time together and planning for a child or travel etc

I want to go out at night and go to dinners and stuff. I want to be more social.

I want to have a normal life, what ever the hell that is!

New Confession

I wish I was worthy of love and praise, that I was someone worth spiritual connection with. Every time I read one of these vague love letters I end up wishing it was for me even though they’re obviously not and never will be. I miss Jason. I miss feeling human. I miss feeling safe. I will never be able to feel that way again without him because I’ve learned my lesson and I will never trust another human being besides him again. The risk isn’t worth it because his care has been the only reward I’ve gained from trusting people in my life. He’s the only one worth trusting without fear.

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